Oh my heart is heavy. I can’t help but feel sad when I can’t help someone else. I know sometimes people can only do it themselves, but it sucks to see them in pain. Good Luck to all of those who are going through their personal wars of the heart and soul and everything else.

Still in Shock over Trista’s decision last night. I though she would definitely pick Charlie. They seemed to fit so well, and he could handle her. I just don’t think Ryan can handle the materialistic side of her. I also don’t think it is fair to tell someone that you knew they were the “one” when you first met them and then kick them in the nuts by rejecting them. Oh well, Ryan is a total cutie and oh so sensitive and sweet. And I am glad to be able to say that nice guys do finish first!!
Well, onto other news. I got my first b-day card in the mail today. Thank you Mel! I think it is a little funny that all my friends are confused about the exact date. I got a call in the first week of the month from a rather worried Ruth. Well, I will wait till the right day to open the card.
Today is beautiful day. So sunny, warm, and just plain lovely. I wish I could spend the whole day outside, instead I will labour away at the computer all day. Oh well, guess we must all make some sacrifices! Have a great day everybody!

Today, I heard the voice of reason. She said “Delete, Delete, and Ignore” but somehow I just can’t do it. That’s the biggest problem with me. I am a pack rat! I hoard old pictures, clothes, and even people. Sometimes, I know the healthiest thing is to just let go, but, unfortunately, that is not the easiest thing to do. What to do with my oh so cluttered life?

I am sick and not too happy about it! After my disastrous day at the lab on Friday I hot-tailed it home. I was really excited to see my parents who have been away for a few weeks. Then I went to bed. The next day was spent lounging around and napping. Funny they are the ones coming back from a different time zone yet I was the one who kept napping at all hours of the day. Then it dawned on me on Saturday, the headache that would not quit and the congestion and the sinus pain. Sunday was great; we went to Golden Griddle for their brunch buffet!! Mmmm…. Very yummy! Came back Sunday evening, and took some Tylenol cold and flu before bed…BIG MISTAKE. Spent all of Sunday night wide-awake, what the hell do they put in that stuff?? Well, about 8am Monday morning I fell asleep. Woke up at 11 am and hung around the house until I had to proctor a CALCULUS II midterm. Felt badly for the undergrads, it was by no means easy. Oh well, what is though? Speaking of midterms, Shakespeare kicked my ass around the basketball court on Friday. Oh well. Anyway, today is going to be a good day (Knock on wood, real wood) Time to reply my email, so exciting!